Do you believe in Karma? huh, its funny how those things that you do or even say have a way of smacking your rump right in your face.
I see the word karma grossly misused these days everywhere. I just thought a clarification may be in order.
The word karma is derived from the Sanskrit kri, "to do". All action is karma. Technically this word also means the effects of actions. Sometimes it means the effects of which our past actions were the causes.
Simply put, what goes around comes around.
I guess actions, words and deeds really do catch up and when it does...
Lesson Learned through you: watch what you say and do for the same will fall back on you.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Posted by The Diva Principle at 8:35 AM
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
I'm not sure what prompt me to thinking about the term: "Renaissance Woman", I think because I've been working on the Miss NAACP Pageant and that I just needed to look back into our history.
Yeah, after two years I'm back embracing the pageant. Seems like so much tyme was wasted and I don't even know how tyme went by so fast. I feel like I dropped the ball and left these girls empty. In fact, I know I did but enough beating myself up about it so. Anyways,
As I looked up the definition of a Renaissance Woman, I found many. But, I think this one best fits and honestly I like this one the best:
A renaissance woman is someone who sets her own agenda for personal achievement and will not allow herself to be manipulated or intimidated. She understands that she has been created for such a time as this and embraces her destiny as a challenge and not a curse, no matter what her personal circumstances. She is a winner not a whiner, a leader not a follower, a victor, not a victim. She wants to change the paradigm of the feminist movement that has served to marginalize and ridicule women who do not follow their collective agenda. Yeah, I like this definition a lot...
So with that said, I thought about two women who I would describe as a Renaissance Woman.
The 1st being spiritual and biblical. I think of my gurl: Esther. Making a long story short: Esther new she was born for such a tyme as this and she knew it was her tyme to take a stand for her people and go before the King. Her famous quote: "If I perish, I perish but I'm going in anyhow". (paraprhasing) Ester could have been killed standing up for her people but The King gave her favor!
The 2nd: I would say, Josephine Baker who honestly lived such an extraordinary lyfe that to me she broke down doors that were closed in her face. A woman who was deemed "too dark for any chorus line" ended up being the highest paid. She made history with her gifts and talents.
Both these ladies demonstrated a sense of humanitarian efforts, heroism and a strong sense of leadership that created a lyfe long change to society. These women left lights on for the entire world to follow and to me that's a "RENAISSANCE WOMAN".
This is the type of mantel of leadership and virtue that I hope I can pick up and pass on to other younger women.
If you are a women, I hope you have your version of a Renaissance Woman and begin wearing the mantel. Our young gurls are dying needing us to become mentors and I know its a heavy mantel to carry but someone has to pick it up.
Lets pray together, we can wear it and pass it on like the ones that went on before us.
Posted by The Diva Principle at 10:39 PM
Saturday, June 19, 2010
I find myself wondering...
Did I give you your due..
For all that you've done for me
Did I ever thank you?
For all of my childhood memories
For helping me deal with life's stresses
For helping me accept my defeats
And celebrate my successes?
Or for teaching me the value of hard work,
Good judgement, courage, and being true
The laughter, smiles, and quiet times we've shared
Did I ever thank you?
If I have forgotten, I'm thanking you now
I hope you know how much you're loved and appreciated
I hope you, instinctively, knew it all along.
Happy Fathers' Day, Dad
Posted by The Diva Principle at 8:49 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
I think the hardest thing at tymes is living alone and not having a partner or spouse that gives you encouragement. Especially if you are the ENCOURAGER! We all need support, encouragement, and simply to feel the gentle touch of a warm hand.
What happens when your the giver? Who gives you? I'm not speaking about the normal family support and encouragement, but more like when your just down and out. When you're feeling like giving up or when you want to take another step and move to another level. Who encourages the encourager?
Sorta like Train the Trainer. Same senario. Who Encourages the Encourager?
It's the same as the trainer needing trained before they can train someone else. The encourager needs encouraged themselves to keep on encouraging.
I personally don't believe a person should have to constantly have to encourage themselves.
When you see an encourager, take a moment and encourage them. Take a moment and suppport them. Sometimes, all an encourager needs is just one word. One touch. One Smile.
Posted by The Diva Principle at 10:26 PM
Feeling a lot of different emotions this past week. I think its all because I'm going through many changes all happening simultaneously.
I've been ask to speak at the YWCA Board of Directors meeting on tomorrow. Im feeling A little nervous. No, I'm a lot nervous and feeling somewhat apprehensive.
I don't know why. Yeah, I honestly do know why. For the first time since the shooting, I going forward and telling the story. I haven't told this story to a group of people and I get very emotional thinking about it. Its time and I know its time. It's been almost 4 years, in fact July 22nd is the date it all took place.
I have to speak to a youth group at a Church down in Shadyside in two weeks and I've decided to tell the story in a different unique way. I pray it works out the way I have it written down and how I'm feeling it in my heart. I pray, but I give it all to God and I've asked him the best way. He knows best.
Well, tomorrow I will share my story amongst a group of people for the first time since it happened. I hate telling the story, but I know its what I must do.
Posted by The Diva Principle at 9:59 PM
Have you ever had a moment in lyfe that you felt like "you just wasnt dealt a fair hand"? Yea, if you're a person of color then I'm sure at some point you felt this way.
Now, I know we don't all get a fair hand. That's a given and that's simply lyfe, but what about when you know your just as good, just as loving, just as capable...simply just as but not give the fair hand.
What do you do? How do you handle it? Do you just whine and complain? Do you gain the attitude of poor pitiful me? Do you become the Debbie Downer? Or, do you just get pissed off and angry at the world and at the situation that nothing makes sense?
Well, for me I'm sick of the feeling. I'm sick of "White Privilege". I'm sick of working in the workforce and never being awarded the same opportunities as the next simply because of "white privilege". I'm sick of being told that Black men are choosing white women because Black Women are too angry. I'm sick and the feeling makes me through my hands up.
If you don't know what "White Privilege" is, I would suggest you look it up. Im so sick of seeing our black brothers deal the winning hands to white women while only handing one card or two over to us black women. I know I sound like a jealous mad women, but im speaking solely from experience.
I mean, literally, I've seen brothers go through the deck and pull out the cards they want both to have and in most cases the black women gets the shitty hand. They will hold back cards deliberately or even cheat and take cards out of the deck on us.
It's amazing to sit and watch how a black man just freely gives to the white woman. Never ever giving the same hand to us. It makes me wonder. If A fair hand had been dealt, what would have come out from it all?
And, Lord forbid if this man ever been hurt by a black woman. If he has, look out world because all black women will get 52 pick up! You can believe, he will go through the deck and hand over the cards to another woman and she nine times out of ten wont be a women of color. Check it out for yourself.
I'm by far prejudice nor angry. And I hope this doesn't sound off as such, I'm just tried of being dealt a shady hand.
Posted by The Diva Principle at 10:17 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Just made hotel reservations for 3 nights at Virginia Beach!!!
Can't wait. It's been 2 years since my boys, Sierra and I went away together. TLobus and I will split the cost and I'm looking forward to fun, laughter, good tymes, site seeing, swimming and plenty of memories!!
My grand-daughter loves the beach. We had fun on our last family vaca and this should be 3 tymes better!! Our suite has a patio and you can walk right out on the beach. I can feel the sand between my toes already.
It's summer tyme and I'm ready to enjoy the good times ahead!
Posted by The Diva Principle at 10:51 PM
Dear Lover of my Soul:
I'm sitting here, enjoying my porch. I'm sitting here with my laptop and appreciating the quietness, the breeze, the candle and the comfort. All of this makes me appreciate the tyme that I have with you.
I spent the day with my mother. Planning my dads 67th birthday. Tyme let me know, how blest I am to still have two wonderful parents alive and still together truly loving one another! We were sitting around looking back at pictures and laughing and reminiscing on growing up in the "SEARS household." It wasn't all that bad. My dad loves having memoirs and really so do I.
You know some people say, "there isn't enough tyme in one day" and that maybe true in most cases. But, you know what; we do have tyme. We should learn to make time, give time, and take time out for ourselves, our families and our friends. Lyfe is way too short to let tyme go by.
I'm thinking about how tyme heals. Tyme restores and tyme truly changes things and sometimes I believe tyme changes people. It changes how we think and how we learn and grow. With tyme I hope that we all become a better person.
It's sad though, how much tyme we let go wasted and withered away to rushing around completing absolutely nothing but complaining about everything.
Tonight, Dear Lover; I thank you for TYME and I appreciate every moment!
Posted by The Diva Principle at 9:43 PM
Sunday, June 6, 2010
As I sit here tonight, I'm looking over my lyfe and I truly have accepted that its tyme to move forward. I've currently reached a point of deciding which is more important.
I remember being here in this same position almost 5 years ago. The position of choosing to take a step forward and launching into the unknown. Here I sit again. Wondering, Pondering and creating more stress for myself than necessary. All that I do, If I believe in the work, cause or relationship; I give my all. I strive on excellence with everything that I do and I'm struggling with making a move that I know I will be most happiest at working.
Five years ago, I decided to leave my comfort zone of knowing faithfully every 2 weeks exactly how much my paycheck will be to launching into sales where first I would take on a salary decrease but have the potential to make as much money as I choose depending upong the quality/quanity of sales. I did it then, why is it so hard to take that same step again?
Well, After much praying, wavering and looking deep within; I've come to the conclusion that money is my reason. I've become accustomed to making damn near 60,000 thousand annually. That's what keeps me from moving and I'm now burnt out and not happy in this position.
Personally, I know that my purpose here on earth is social work. Helping those in need that may be struggling. That is where I'm truly happiest. Why?, because it's what I was born, created and destined to do. I'm at a crossroad right now.
Is it more important to have that high income or Is it more important to live out my destiny and purpose? Do I give up the luxuary and take a huge paycut but be happy Or, do I continue to make the money and be miserable at doing so?
What do you do when the work you want to do doesnt have the income that you're accustomed to making? I don't ever want to struggle again, I don't ever want to go backwards. I'm not getting any younger and I can't afford to change up careers but I know it's what my heart is saying. Crossroads, where does that take me?
Posted by The Diva Principle at 10:44 PM
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Ladies, lets take a minute here and ask ourselves some deep real heartfelt questions? Like, what attracts you to a man? What are some qualities, that you are looking for in a man? And, What do you find sexy in a man?
And fellas, please don't hestitate to chime in and make your comments. Some of ya'll think I'm a "Male Hater", but I'm not...
I just want what I want and I want him to respect and treat me as his queen. I feel that two people should respect one another and respect their tyme, space and respect them as an individual person.
My friend uses the statement, "you attract who you are and not want you want". I'm not sure I believe that statement. I believe that a person will attract who they are but also can attract what they want. That is: If you know what it is that you want.
Well, here is what I find sexy in a man and what I'm attracted to with all the qualities that defines me.
A man that treats his mother with respect. How he treats his mom is how he will treat you.
A Praying Man (one that believes in the power of prayer)
A family guy (one who enjoys his family) very close knit.
Trusting type guy. Doesnt lie about every damn thing. Someone I would feel comfortable with handling my finances.
Swag got be on point. A little thuggish but quite the gentleman.
A man who is Confident. Very decisive with his decision making. Not wavering.
Definetely very very Intelligent (I want to be able to ask him anything and learn from him)
Good looks (I like dark skinned men with a great smile) A smile gets the best of me.
Very fashionable - Cares about his appearance, his image and loves to look GOOD. (A fashionalbe dude turns me on and to see a dark skinned guy with a sharp ass swag that really makes my head turn every time).
Likes to have fun.
Serious minded but knows when its time to relax
Aggressive with sex (Open to explore sexual pleasures on a healthly level)
Great personality (knows how to laugh and relax) Not too stern, mean and stuck up
One who is Healthy (not a freakin health nut, not sickly)
JOB is a must but he also needs to know how to maintain a budget.
Interested in me (concerned about how I feel and my needs)
Very good listener and communicator
He must be an activist within our community and the work of people
Well, certainly this is a list that may or may not be adjustable. I think it really defines the quality of a person. The type of man I want. I know he exist, I had him for just a short short tyme. Hopefully, I have him again and this tyme "I'm not letting him go".
So, What attracts you? What defines your wants/needs?
Posted by The Diva Principle at 11:27 PM
Let me just say this much...
Your Persona! Well, you know what they say "Never let them see you sweat".
Kinda going through letting go and moving forward. Shit, it's been a damn year now. You know, as I was thinking about lyfe and all the lemons lyfe holds. I began asking myself some questions. Let me just ask you, what is your approach to lyfe? Are you looking at the glass half full or half empty? Just that plain and simple.
Well how about this question, do you know how to change pain into a positive experience? Now, that's a touchie one there. Ooch!
Think about it: How many tymes in lyfe, do we go through so much but, do we ever learn the concept of "what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger".
What about transferring your longings into your givings? Hmmm, Some might ask: what the hell does that mean? I'm simply just talking about something that is real and that is your persona, your attitude on lyfe. How are you handling and dealing with situations, experiences and cirucumstances?
When lyfe deals you lemons, you know - you just have to take those damn lemons and make some freaking lemonade!
Posted by The Diva Principle at 11:25 PM